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[Nov. 22nd, 2009|05:53 pm] |
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Being back home for the holidays is a bitter sweet feeling. This last weekend was really tough for me, and reminded me of all of the reasons I moved away and decided to support myself. I am so thankful for the support I have from my parents, but I wish sometimes they were more capable of acting more like adults in appropriate situations. I am lucky to have people who know what I'm working away from, and working towards, and it is time to keep focusing on that instead of letting the unavoidable get me down. I can't choose how some variables incorporate themselves into my life, but I can choose how I let them play into my plan, my happiness, and overall, my attitude. I need to keep reminding myself where I've come from and where I'm going. Paso is orange and nice out, and this time of the year, I am thankful for my great friends, and I look forward to an exciting and happy holiday season, including a nice heating blanket to keep my and my darlings warm. |
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[Oct. 21st, 2009|06:12 pm] |
today i had the worst hang over ever.
today i learned that i am dating the sweetest guy ive ever met.
today i didnt do my motion/shutter project, so
tomorrow i will be stressed. but thats ok.
this october has been really good and really weird, but i still love this month regardless. mauras birthday was really fun, mostly just because i know her and i will always have the best time together, where ever when ever. kinda like that shakira song. school is always busy and stressful, and i am ready for a month long break to remind me how to relax. |
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[Oct. 8th, 2009|01:13 pm] |
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today a customer brought me a present to work. it was a victoria secret bag filled with three thongs. my life sucks more and more each day. |
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[Sep. 20th, 2009|01:04 am] |
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this weekend was top notch. i love my best friend and i love feelin good. AND HEALTHY. fuck yeah, life. |
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[Sep. 13th, 2009|05:23 pm] |
so, a little update is needed, i guess.
spent the last week in the hospital and have never been so scared, bored, and drugged out at the same time. i had a weird infection growing under my tonsils that prevented me from breathing or swallowing, so i got that and those worthless tonsils removed. my parents and brother came and visited and supplied me with liquid foods and goodies, to which i am super thankful. tabby, jazz, josie, froggy, talya, damon and richard visited me, brought a sweet little card from sugar(thanks jos) and really made my stay a lot more bearable. I cant swallow food for probably another week... which is proving to be super annoying, because my cravings are ridiculous... miss sandwiches and cheeseburgers and veggies and...anything that isnt soup. oh well, i guess i will heal eventually.. its just been so weird!
the last few days have been really fun and needed, though. I bought my dslr finally (yay!) and am excited to practice using it this week. I am not allowed to go back to work until the 21st, which sucks because i am poor, and because i get bored. The 21st is also the day of the get up kids show, which I am very excited for! I get to go back to school tomorrow, which will also be a plus. It looks like september is going to become a month of waiting for everything to improve, instead of just being good, but i guess i can handle that. Going to try and make a trip to paso on the 1st, but don't know if i will have proper funding.. so hopefully it will all work out! looking forward to tuesday, and my last softball game next thursday, and the beginning of fall! |
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[Aug. 30th, 2009|10:27 am] |
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only want things i cant have. sigh. |
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[Aug. 29th, 2009|11:37 am] |
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didnt go to great america because it was closed..went to the boardwalk instead and had suuch a great time. school is underway, i am buying a really expensive camera and am nervous about it...but really really excited at the same time. our softball team keeps losing. my financial aid is lost. oh, and last night was so interesting. thats all. |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2009|11:00 pm] |
best summer ever.
newswriting,
photojournalism,
visual storytelling,
and history after reconstruction
here i come!
also, this week i have a few things to look forward to:
sandwiches, great america, school coffee, birthday party, seeing natalie on monday, and of course softball. everything is positive right now... everything! |
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[Aug. 19th, 2009|10:11 pm] |
today i stayed in bed until 5pm watching lord of the rings, with the exception of 30 minutes of preparing blueberry pancakekekes that were way too thick and buying aunt jamima and getting shit for it. it was a great day.
also, i have poison oak. summer is finally completed, beth-style. |
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[Aug. 4th, 2009|09:45 pm] |
august, pool, training newbies, hanging out with jason/ryan, 6'10 & mick, apartment to myself leaving me wanting a studio, brother coming for birthday, camping, tonsillitis ruining my life, missing my first pops ever, softball ruling on tap, seeing my best friends in the world for four days of nature, 20, GREAT AMERICA, end of july, start of school, lack of sun, lack of food, too much liquid, nerd friend, needing more freeks/geeks, penicillin makin' me loony, get up kids!!!!!!, tabitha living 5 minutes away:):), missing/reconciliation, trying to make it to paso for one last hangout marathon, and riding my broken bike.
where did you go summer? excited for fall 2009, sf state, please dont ruin my life like you always do. (i know you will.)
also, cant wait for the triumphant return of cafe lol into my life. ♥ |
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[Jul. 31st, 2009|12:25 am] |
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i seriously love playing softball so goddamn much. im so happy right now. |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2009|06:04 pm] |
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constantly surprised when social circles in a large city intertwine. hate the saying "small world," and hate that it is prevalent to my everyday life. |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2009|05:49 pm] |
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im a little unsure of what is really important in my life right now, the constant events of summer are taking their toll in a very serious way. i am very much looking forward to getting back into my school routine. i really need to focus, i need to stop trying to be the best at everything, and accept the fact that i cannot be the best at everything. in short, i am having a great summer.. softball starts next week, my birthday is right around the corner, my nights are filled with many laughs and new friends. although, i am left wanting something more/completely different, cant really pin it down. today some guys thought i was 25, and it made me feel super odd.. i have so many things to get done before that time in my life, and i cant help but think i am "missing out" on actually being 19? i dont know, i am SO glad that i am responsible and on top of things, i guess i just feel weird. i am quite sure everything will begin to work itself out, especially now that i have a set path to follow for the few years to come, with regards to school. i am constantly stressed about the csu fee hikes, (30% raise this semester..) but i guess that is currently a part of how living in california goes. i guess what im getting at is, i have a lot on my mind, and all i would really like to do is cuddle up with someone nice and watch some movies.. for like three days. recharge. camping will be more then sufficient though. |
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[Jul. 15th, 2009|01:33 pm] |
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harry potter, roof kites, blonde redhead, camping for my birthday, treasure island, finally getting to shop for clothes after like two years, figuring my life out, getting excited about boys, yellow bike (EVENTUALLY), sugar cafe, washington park, softball team of nicest people, pistachio bringing me a shirt from italy in november... everything is so exciting right now. |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2009|10:48 pm] |
work>park>nap/laughfest>car ride>sushi>ghirardelli hot cocoa>HUGE hill(s)>lombard maze>bed.
can't wait for saturday, because thursday will be over... and tabby will be BACK!!! i love summer 09.
OH and hey, im turning 20 on august 9th, and im trying to set up a camping trip with all of my friends, which are you guys... we are trying to head up to Yosemite from August 6th-9th, so please, try to come! consider this your invitation, although i will be talking about it nonstop when I'm back in paso in about a week... hah. |
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[Jun. 20th, 2009|11:36 am] |
horoscopes are sometimes oddly correct!
The Sun will enter the sign of Cancer late tonight, highlighting home and family. This is a good time to get together with the ones you love for a picnic or a barbecue, and to celebrate the beginning of summer |
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[Jun. 11th, 2009|01:44 pm] |
today was a good one.
we had to call the cops on a disgruntled homeless man, who apparently decided to become outspoken about the fact that josie and i are "ugly ass bitches." after verbally assaulting just about every customer that walked by, we decided to call the cops. when a lady in blue responded to the call, i explained the situation, and she went to go remove him from our property. after a few exchanges of death threats from out new buddy, and some vigorous pointing, she called for back up, prompting four squad cars to roll up, closely followed by one patty wagon. the male suspect was arrested, and we were left to wonder how the hell that situation found good ol' sugar cafe.
i also got my period!
all around 100% great thursday worthy of documenting.
movie night tonight. |
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[Jun. 9th, 2009|09:57 pm] |
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yay! i get to go to chase and kennys show! cant wait for the 20th. |
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